I called him the day before yesterday and also wrote him a txt.There is always this magic between us. He told me about flirting with a moslem girl wearing a head scarf..lol
i encouraged him to get a galfriend and finally opened up about my insecurities.
My Aunt has moved in with her� 1 year old son. It infuriates me when she is always on the heater, I'm home alone evry1 has gone to school i really need to get a JOB!!!
When a war begins........
No shall stay....
those dat stayed r the 1 that u can truly trust...
Frens are like air....u cant hold them....
But u nid them they will come to u....
Currently i oni hav the right to hav 2 close fren....
1...my personal secretary...
the other special 1 would b a cute little girl.....
i cared�her as a�family member of mine...
hope dat i really can b close to her as long as i live...
i will always b there when either 1 of them need me...
trust me....hope u really do....
Today enjoyed a great time wit u 2....
always having new excitement wit u around...
trying new things....^^
(1/5/2008)
u r indeed a fren i cant lose....
hope dat u wunt leave me 2....
muacks~
May 1, 2008
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Day 1 traveling is complete!� I left Athens this morning at exactly 7:04, only 4 minutes behind schedule.� Pretty good for me I would say!� At about 7:30 I stopped in Wilder Kentucky and got a room at the Comfort Suites for the night.� Wilder is just south of Cinncinati.� My travels went very well.� I never “really” got lost, the weather was good and with only a short nap at a truck stop I was never tired while driving.� Yesterday’s route really did not provide much scenery.� Today will be much more exciting.� You can already start to see the landscape change as you leave the Indianapolis area.� The hills and the valleys are so beautiful.�
Hello again...
I would first off like to say thank you to the person who commented on me, but I must decline the offer to email. It is, to be truthful, for my mother. She as of yet does not know that I have a blog, and I am pretty sure that this secrecy cannot last much longer (I am, after all, using her computer). My mother has issues with the while blogging thing, and has spent a good deal of my life pounding the concepts of "Internet Safety" into me. This blog, for example, is not allowed. So, against the day when she discovers this account, I will not email. Maybe that will lessen my punishment. I apologize sincerely.
And now,� a terrificly exciting account of my day (ahaha. As if.) A rather normal day, with one outstanding exception. Spanish class. Oh, the pain. Make it stop. Seriously, I have this teacher who WOULD be nice to me, were I not part�Spanish (from Spain) and she not South American. So, while she acts SO nice to me, I know she gets furious with me whenever I speak in a spanish accent (for example, dice, which is pronounced in Spain DEE-thay and in South American DEE-say) and go out of my way to use spanish expressions. I know. I am not so nice ; ). But it's my heritage, and I am allowed to pronounce things the way I bloody well please. So today in class, we were discussing this Spanish smut book she's making us read, and I was trying to come up with the right words to say something, and I said "Pero, pero, pero, pero--" Which is the equivalent of "But, but, but, but--" and she gave me this look and stopped me. And then--AND THEN-- she looked at me, and, in front of the entire class, told me, "You know, you Spanish people always do that. The stuttering, I mean." I was like, "WHAT?! What did you say?!" And then she just laughed it off with the rest of the class. I mean, RACISM?! That's one complication that I do NOT need right now, thank you very much. Seriously, senora. �Porque no puedo hablar como quiero hablar? I don't know what I should do about it. I don't want to report her (or if that's even a good excuse to report her at all.... probably is though) because then she would hate me more, and convince everyone that I'm overreacting. FRIG. Damn. I curse her.
Other than that, normal day. Had to work with Talia again on the French story, and she was as.... I hesitate to say useless, but there really is no other way to put it. She tells me I'm monopolizing the project, but she doesn't do ANYTHING. She relies upon me to make all the decisions. While I am a pretty dominant (read that moderately�bossy�) person, I gave her free rein today and said, "Ok, Talia, what do you want to happen next?" And she spent more than half the class dithering. In the end, I had to GIVE her two options and, when THAT was too much for her, make her choose a number to choose the path the story would take. Grrr. So. Annoying. Sorry, Tal, but really.
Oh, and also. A girl in my class named Zoya has also read Twilight and makes me look not-obsessed. It's slightly ridiculous, actually. But I had a long talk with her today about it, and she went into detail about how Robert Pattinson (the person playing Edward in the movie--aka Cedric Diggory, for those who have seen Harry Potter) is her soulmate and they will meet and marry and have little Zoyberts. (She didn't say that, I just did ) And then a conversation with Charlotte about how she is SO going to the USA, to Washington, to Forks, to La Push, to find Jacob. It was a little hard for me. Because no matter how hard I try, the afore-mentioned (in one of my older entries, I believe) adult, cynical, "Grow up, you baby" voice inside me kept on telling me how ridiculous it was. I so want to believe it's all true (the story), but I know it's not. And several people have not quite realised that yet. It... I... I almost wish that I was 7 again, so I could tell my mother all about Harry Potter and how I knew FOR SURE that I was going to get my owl mail letter on my 11th birthday. And actually believe it. I really, really wish that all the places in my books existed. I always have. The difference now, though, is that I have the voice in my ear, telling me how pathetic I am for wanting that.�It's aggravating like you wouldn't believe. I try very hard to shut it up, but sometimes either A) that's not the best plan for the situation I'm in, or B) It refuses to be silent. I wonder which will win out in the end. I know which one would be better, make it easier for me, but that's not the one I want. Is that wrong? I don't know.
Hmmm..... suggestions... How about a movie? When it comes out, Prince Caspian!!!! AAAH! Excited.
Lastly, I would like do dedicate this entry to my grandmother. It's been 7 years, Abuela, and I still miss you. May Day will never be the same for me. Enjoy Heaven, you more than deserve it. I love you so,so much. Besitos.
~Annabel
Hey, I started this journal up mainly because I was bored (it's the school holidays) and because Livejournal kept freezing my computer up >_< it's dumb!
Anyway, I'll start with a proper entry tomorrow�
So I've decided to dedicate myself to 2 things: studying for my furture job and making a graphic novel.
They're both very hard.
I got a bookbag full (literally) of ESL study stuff that I can use until Monday and I'm not that go at my drawing yet.
I'm going to go now because I'm watching Vampire Knight on www.animefever.org
}Y{- Nichelle�
Hello.
I want to show a part of my life. Sometimes it's very difficult,sometimes happy.
I don't know, what a fase is now, but my life isn't perfect.
I thing it's all for the first post. The next will be longer, I think))
well i really haven't been on this in like forever...um yeah whats new well no more tim thats for sure. i don't hate him but i did cuz hes a total dumbass 4 reals...yeah he was totally cheating on me with of course monique...whats new. and he was i guess cheating on her with me...whatever life goes on. but yah i did do the navy thing...i'm actually updating this on a comp. from the ship i'm on...crazy huh?? well i think at least...but yah lifes cool. i have a boyfriend now..hes a total sweetheart and i really lie, care, idk i just am really into him...Hes also on the ship..hes awesome but yeah i've totally grown up..i was reading all of my old journals and damn was i stupid..i� was like obsessed with the whole tim monique shit...lame. but yah i guess i'm just gonna stop writing i'll update this shit later when i have more time and when i'm more bored i can say. so yeah PEACE!!!
I'm so proud! I got a comment! Thank you, whoever you are (Sorry, I still haven't quite figured out how to check the comments properly).
Today was better, but still a little hard. Mostly because in both English and French we have received projects involving writing a story with a partner. Personally speaking, I very much prefer writing alone. The English project is not so bad, because I am working with Charlotte (who also has aspirations to be�a writer) and we work well together--when we're not laughing hysterically over something that no one but us understands. We are managing to turn out a pretty decent Balcony scene (Romeo and Juliet, comtemporary style. It is basically a competition to see who can make the least clich�d one. Some people have gotten the idea, and others... are straight from whatever shows the girls watch).�The French project.... is not going along so well. My partner Talia continues to claim that she "doesn't read. Seriously, Annabel, I have NO ideas." It is just about the most frustrating thing that can possibly be inflicted upon me: being saddled with a partner who's just there for the ride and having one of the "smart kids" (as I am unhappily known as. As in, I wish I weren't known as that.) do the work for them. I really don't mind Talia as a person, but honestly, it is completely infuriating to have to do ALL the work. She gets mad at ME because I made the mistake of saying, "Oh, wait, I�have an idea--" and then saying that I didn't like it. She�flipped out, and began to complain that I was being annoying. I have actually written and come up with the ideas for EVERYTHING.
Sigh. I will stop complaining. Right...... now. *blinks*...... Ok. That didn't work. I seriously want to, but whining won't get me anywhere right now. I will stop. Or at least do it very, very quietly. Ahaha. Tiny writing. It takes very little to amuse me. Just ask Char or Mara.
I must go now, because I have to help with supper and my piano teacher should be coming tonight, so I have to boly my food.
Recommendation: How about some classical? (My piano teacher would love me�) Hmm. This is a pretty well-known one, so you shouldn't have trouble finding a clip of it. The Four Seasons, by Vivaldi. Particularly Spring. I love them.
I must away.
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